Life is born of death

chorusunderfire @ 2008-02-05T21:53:00

2008-02-06T03:07:34Z

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Small feet D:
2. Some people say i have girl like hands
3. Iunno

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. POLISH
3. ?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death
2. Dreams
3. Surgery.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music
2. porn (lol)
3. MUSIC

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Shorts
2. Halo 3 tshirt
3. Only in Japan hoodie <3

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. The Autumn Offering (atm)
2. Machine head (atm)
3. Atreyu

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS: (at the moment)
1. Short Stories With Tragic Endings - From Autumn To Ashes
2. Halo - Machine Head
3. Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr - Trivium

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Someone i can talk to for real for real
2. Trust
3. Etc.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I ~~contemplate~~ think about suicide on a daily basis
2. I question my own sanity
3. I LIKE GUYS <3

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. boobs
2. Hair
3. Hips

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Music
2. being lazy
3. Thinking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. VEE TO GET ON!!! :ANGRY:
2. ^
3. ^

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Being guitarist/singer for a band
2. Doctor
3. Hobo

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Sweden
2. Germany
3. A buddhist temple

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Alex
2. ?
3. ?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Not die
2. Learn to play guitar
3. Do something to actually move human kind forward

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I have long hair
2. I have girly hands (>_>)
3. I have good table manners (lol)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. PORN
2. I don't like to show emotion
3. I don't gossip.

LOL EMO

Song lyrics [2]

2007-09-06T20:59:31Z

"All The Best Cowboys Have Daddy Issues"

(My father's sins are out tonight)
(My father's sins are out tonight)

I haven't seen him in years
I haven't seen him in years

(My mother's sins are out tonight)
(My mother's sins are out tonight)

I haven't loved her in years
I haven't loved her in years

Let's hear a toast for loneliness (Here's a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I'm happier than I could have ever known (I'm happier than I could have ever known)

(My family sins are out tonight)
(My family sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

(My private sins are out tonight)
(My private sins are out tonight)

My skin is on the run
My skin is on the run

I'm not waiting
I'm not waiting

Let's hear a toast for loneliness (Here's a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I'm happier than I could have ever known (I'm happier than I could have ever known)

I'm not waiting
I'm not waiting

I'm betting dreams upon my paper wings
Because flying isn't just for kings
I take the stairs to the very top floor
I paid the souper to leave open the door
A perfect sunset is sinking in the sky
I know my body is ready to fly
I start the countdown backwards from ten
When I reach one my family name will end

Falling down as windows pass I start to cry
And curse the day my parents laid
In a bed of hopelessness where love was made
Please mark my grave "Unknown"

Let's hear a toast for loneliness (Here's a toast for loneliness)
Sometimes it just makes so much sense (Sometimes it just makes so much sense)
For every night I drink alone (Every night I drink alone)
I'm happier than I could have ever known (I'm happier than I could have ever known)

Here I lie
Here I lie
____________________

"The Priest And The Matador"

Here I lie
I'm staring at
Clouds in shapes of
Dogs and cats
I hear a woman
Start to yell
Oh dear God I
Think he fell

I'm the arrow
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

A priest is rushing
To my side
Begins to read me
My last rites
Father you're too late
My faith is weak
So won't you save your
half-hearted speech

I'm the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

A man bends down and says, "Son
we're gonna get through this one
take my hand and let us pray."
I scream, "Please get the fuck away."

I'm the arrow
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down

The ambulance is singing
As cops push back the crowd
I start to take my last breath
As blood pours out my mouth
The medics walk in my way
I think this could be it
I hear 'em start to state,
"The time of death is half past six."

I'm the arrow
Shot straight to hell
I'm the arrow
Shot straight to hell

Gasp

2007-07-27T21:29:48Z

I actually did this last night (at around 4:30) i've just been lazy x_o

Stuff you probably don't care about;
Currently, I'm working towards a quest cape in 3 to 4 weeks, and at the moment i'm working on cooking.
~~So if you have any spare raw fishies... :~~
[URL=http://imageshack.us][IMG]http://img91.imageshack.us/img91/9900/60slayergratszc5.png[/IMG][/URL]

±±±£Living for the vengance ♥♥♥♥

2007-07-09T22:10:44Z

She shall bleed. Her heart is now in his hands. Every beat. Every pulse. They were all his. His eyes seemed to bleed. Tears streaked down his face. This was his untitled finale, her sweet ending. This was it. The blade made a ripping sound. She let out a muffled gasp.

~~The start~~ ~~of her end~~ ~~XxX~~
_______

Today was the day Leo reminded himself. It took months of saving money and boosting his confidence but today was finally the day he'd propose to Mary. He opened the box containing a beautiful diamond ring. He smiled to himself as he closed the box. "She'll be so surprised," he told himself. "She's going to love it!". He took a crumbled up piece of paper out of his pocket. `Italian paradise / Lovers lane`. He put the paper back in his pocket and checked the road sign. Lovers lane. He looked around and saw `Italian Paradise ♥` This was it... This was the day... THIS IS IT! His heart was racing. Then, his heart dropped. He stood there like a lifeless corpse. Mary...Was...Was she really kissing another man? No..no...why? He clenched his fist. She was really kissing another man. She was kissing him..

<>>Don't click it, i don't like it D= <<>

chorusunderfire @ 2007-07-09T16:42:00

2007-07-09T20:43:17Z

http://forum.explosm.net/showthread.php?t=9613

Don't read that if you have a weak stomach, FUCKING SICK.

Loved it.

╣Hidden intentions // Part one \\ Uprising ≤

2007-07-09T06:32:04Z

|~ Hidden Intentions :: Uprising ~|

|::] Prolouge [::|

    As everyone may know, the kingdoms of runescape are not perfect. There is corruption, scandals, and such in kingdoms, much like we have today. And as everyone may know, Varrock isn't exactly the nicest place. Its full of gangs, thieves, and is ravaged by demonic cults. The citizens of varrock have grown weary of poverty and the constant gang wars. Many have even began speaking
of rebellion. But King Roald has other plans for the people of Varrock, his future, as well as his kingdoms, would be sealed forever.

Chapter 1; Talks of Rebellion

    It was a dreary day in Varrock, and a dire situation was beginning to escilate. The people of Varrock were speaking of over throwing King Roald, and appointing a new king, to lead them out of bad times. The chant "Down with King Roald!" could be heard through out the city. Mobs had formed outside Varrocks two banks, no one was getting in or out.

"Down with king Roald!!!" shouted one man.

"He's bathing in riches while we're struggling to find food to feed our kids!" shouted another, the mob outside the west bank shouted it as well, showing their agreement with what he said.

    Alex was torn between the subject. She was about 20, she had blonde straight hair, that ran about an inch below her shoulders, she had and deep blue eyes, but she was a force to be reckoned with. She held a Dragon Dagger on her right side, and 20 Rune throwing knives on her left side. She agreed with the mobs claims, Roald was very wealthy, while they lived in poverty. But she thought things were getting to out of hand.

    All of a sudden screams rung out. Several guards shot a volley of arrows at the mob, several men lay dead. Alex was in the line of fire, and was almost hit by one of the arrows. She immediatly took cover and peered through a hole in the wall of a destroyed house she took refuge in. She was right, things WERE getting out of hand. The mob picked up rocks and began to attack the archers
while 2 other men lit fire to the bank. This was chaos. She had to do something. She was about to charge a few guards who were attacking the mob when a large fire blast smashed into the mob. The sight was horrific. Those caught in the direct blast were instantly desintigrated, while others were lit on fire. The mob quickly routed in the face of the opposing guards.

"YOU, there in the house?" Shouted a guard in her direction.

"Hell, they've caught me!" said Alex as she put her and on her Dragon Dagger. She wasn't going out without a fight. But instead of seeing her, he had seen one of the men who torched the bank.

"Thank Saradomin," she muttered as he executed the man. "I guess thats what he deserved...." Thought Alex, not exactly sure if she had meant it. She sat for a moment and tried to catch her breath. Things got crazy fast she thought to herself. Varrock was no longer Safe, it was now a war ground. Alex turned herself onto her stomach and peered out of a hole in the wall. It appeared the Varrock guard had finally taken control, but many bodies lay dead on the ground. The burning bank made the cloudy, dreary day that much more cryptic.

<π>==|┼|===<π> Within the varrock castle walls <π>==|┼|===<π>

<Continued later>

Me talking : fuck i know i suck, i copy and pasted 97% of that, so it's old. And this is gonna be a learning experience for me. So read it or don't.

chorusunderfire @ 2007-04-11T16:16:00

2007-04-11T20:16:51Z

(INSERT what kind of nerd are joo QUIZ here)

Fuck...

chorusunderfire @ 2007-02-14T23:26:00

2007-02-15T04:27:31Z

Much love to Pie and Veira

Z0NG PIE WHAT THE HELL, where'd you go today anyways? D: !

-rant'll be here later-

chorusunderfire @ 2007-02-11T21:26:00

2007-02-12T02:27:03Z

http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/index.php/Virginia

Confused

2007-02-08T04:08:08Z

MMM... everyone knows how i wasn't aloud into kindergarden the year i should've because i was born after the deadline? well, next year is my last year but i turn 18 october, so i don't know what happens. I don't know if i don't need to work permit anymore and i can work any hours i want or if since i'll still be in school i can only work so long/so late. I'll have to look into it later

Clans

2007-01-27T08:02:12Z

i think ima get into clans again, i went with some people today, we ended up with 3 kills. But disastor struck at the end, 1 of us was owned after attacking a level 87 ancient. after a retreat we met a level 85, that with dd special hit a 28 and a 30 on another one. So yeah, we ended up leaving the wilderness with 4 people, instead of 6.
I ended up getting a varrock tele (in runes) 16 lobbs, and 2 capes. Not bad, considering i didn't get hit once. woot. :D

ps: its 3:01 in the morning, woot!

chorusunderfire @ 2007-01-21T11:46:00

2007-01-21T16:54:24Z

` "The smell of rotting corspse's was sickening. Leo could barely hold in his sickness. Then, out of the corner of his eye, a corpse with beautiful blonde hair. It was Emily. Tears ran down his face. He knew he had let the one Love of his life down, was life still worth living? He pulled the knife from his pocket, and thrust it into it his chest. Instead of crying in pain, he chuckled to himself.

"What a way to live and die, let those i love down, let myself down." It was over. He fell limp to the ground. `

Ima write a story of somekind later. This just popped into my head.
__________________________________________
"If you could put any one instrument with blowing someones head of with a sniper rifle what would it be?"

"What the fuck, bass guitars of course."
__________________________________________

http://www.bobandgeorge.com/Fancomics/Resident/Resident.html?35

- Cyan <3

Weather

2007-01-21T16:32:38Z

Its supposed to snow/sleet/rain tonight.

Prolly gonna have a delay, cancelation tommorow.

Yey.

_______________________________________________________

My brothers on his way to California for college, and on the drive there from DC he decided to drop by thursday. Its been pretty fun, we've been playing the PS3 a bunch. Resistance owns, but its fucking frustraiting. He also showed me another game, dark kingdom, or something like that. pretty fun i guess, level 9 mage ftw. :P Haven't been on much though, Since we've been hanging out a bunch, dunno whens he's leaving either.
_______________________________________________________

Trying to come up with a plan in Rs, i'm torn between :
-Barrowing (hoping for teh gewd stoof)
-Ranging up to 60 for awhile
-Get back to fletching
-Melee for awhile
-Fish

"The key to victory is to blow shit up"
- Cyan <3

chorusunderfire @ 2007-01-20T12:46:00

2007-01-20T17:48:06Z

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atheism

Stuff

2007-01-18T00:26:15Z

I hate my damn bus, i really do. no one respects THE CHAIN.

Pie ftw. <3

Runescapeness

2007-01-17T01:12:55Z

Meh, i think i'll join some RS communities for the heck of it :]

And why do none of my FRIENDS have lj's, or blogs for that matter.

Gah. :)

Just a few images...

2007-01-17T00:30:57Z

The images got a little messed up when i changed them into JPEG, sorry.

chorusunderfire @ 2006-12-17T15:31:00

2006-12-17T20:31:37Z

The approaching fall --

Falling deep into this nightmare
There's only one way out
Should i take the risk?
Or play it safe?
In this thing we call life,
Pain is the only form of escape

So many blank smiles
Its just a false hope
Avoid accepting reality at all cost
Keep on living this lie

Do you fucking know
What it means to feel love
Pain, sorrow, heartbreak?
Or is it another attempt at fitting in?

A love of up and downs
A murder of life and death
take another step
we're reaching the edge
Do we hope for the best?
or go back home?

At this point it doesn't matter
This lie you've fallen into,
Is consuming you, from the inside out
There's only one way out.

You know this to be true,
Yet, you keep denying your fate
Delaying your hopeless future.
Is this how you want to be remembered?

You take the last step,
your screams pierce my ears.
I see your tears, but i just stand there
This was your fate, you could no longer run.
This the end to a brutal romance
The beginning, of a new life

----
A little song i wrote, because i'm so damn bored. My life story. :P

FUCK

2006-11-27T00:41:06Z

YEY

2006-11-24T04:57:45Z

:o lewt