Life is born of death

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Small feet D:
2. Some people say i have girl like hands
3. Iunno

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. POLISH
3. ?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death
2. Dreams
3. Surgery.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Music
2. porn (lol)
3. MUSIC



THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Shorts
2. Halo 3 tshirt
3. Only in Japan hoodie <3

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. The Autumn Offering (atm)
2. Machine head (atm)
3. Atreyu

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS: (at the moment)
1. Short Stories With Tragic Endings - From Autumn To Ashes
2. Halo - Machine Head
3. Pull Harder On The Strings Of Your Martyr - Trivium

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Someone i can talk to for real for real
2. Trust
3. Etc.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I contemplate think about suicide on a daily basis
2. I question my own sanity
3. I LIKE GUYS <3

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. boobs
2. Hair
3. Hips

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Music
2. being lazy
3. Thinking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. VEE TO GET ON!!! :ANGRY:
2. ^
3. ^

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Being guitarist/singer for a band
2. Doctor
3. Hobo

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Sweden
2. Germany
3. A buddhist temple

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Alex
2. ?
3. ?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Not die
2. Learn to play guitar
3. Do something to actually move human kind forward

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I have long hair
2. I have girly hands (>_>)
3. I have good table manners (lol)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. PORN
2. I don't like to show emotion
3. I don't gossip.

LOL EMO

I actually did this last night (at around 4:30) i've just been lazy x_o

   
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http://forum.explosm.net/showthread.php?t=9613

Don't read that if you have a weak stomach, FUCKING SICK.

Loved it.

Much love to Pie and Veira

Z0NG PIE WHAT THE HELL, where'd you go today anyways? D: !

-rant'll be here later-

MMM... everyone knows how i wasn't aloud into kindergarden the year i should've because i was born after the deadline? well, next year is my last year but i turn 18 october, so i don't know what happens. I don't know if i don't need to work permit anymore and i can work any hours i want or if since i'll still be in school i can only work so long/so late. I'll have to look into it later

i think ima get into clans again, i went with some people today, we ended up with 3 kills. But disastor struck at the end, 1 of us was owned after attacking a level 87 ancient. after a retreat we met a level 85, that with dd special hit a 28 and a 30 on another one. So yeah, we ended up leaving the wilderness with 4 people, instead of 6.
I ended up getting a varrock tele (in runes) 16 lobbs, and 2 capes. Not bad, considering i didn't get hit once. woot. :D



ps: its 3:01 in the morning, woot!

` "The smell of rotting corspse's was sickening. Leo could barely hold in his sickness. Then, out of the corner of his eye, a corpse with beautiful blonde hair. It was Emily. Tears ran down his face. He knew he had let the one Love of his life down, was life still worth living? He pulled the knife from his pocket, and thrust it into it his chest. Instead of crying in pain, he chuckled to himself.

"What a way to live and die, let those i love down, let myself down." It was over. He fell limp to the ground. `

Ima write a story of somekind later. This just popped into my head.
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"If you could put any one instrument with blowing someones head of with a sniper rifle what would it be?"

"What the fuck, bass guitars of course."
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http://www.bobandgeorge.com/Fancomics/Resident/Resident.html?35

- Cyan <3

Its supposed to snow/sleet/rain tonight.

Prolly gonna have a delay, cancelation tommorow.

Yey.

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My brothers on his way to California for college, and on the drive there from DC he decided to drop by thursday. Its been pretty fun, we've been playing the PS3 a bunch. Resistance owns, but its fucking frustraiting. He also showed me another game, dark kingdom, or something like that. pretty fun i guess, level 9 mage ftw. :P Haven't been on much though, Since we've been hanging out a bunch, dunno whens he's leaving either.
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Trying to come up with a plan in Rs, i'm torn between :
-Barrowing (hoping for teh gewd stoof)
-Ranging up to 60 for awhile
-Get back to fletching
-Melee for awhile
-Fish

"The key to victory is to blow shit up"
- Cyan <3

I hate my damn bus, i really do. no one respects THE CHAIN.

Pie ftw. <3

Meh, i think i'll join some RS communities for the heck of it :]

And why do none of my FRIENDS have lj's, or blogs for that matter.

Gah. :)

The images got a little messed up when i changed them into JPEG, sorry.

The approaching fall --

Falling deep into this nightmare
There's only one way out
Should i take the risk?
Or play it safe?
In this thing we call life,
Pain is the only form of escape

So many blank smiles
Its just a false hope
Avoid accepting reality at all cost
Keep on living this lie

Do you fucking know
What it means to feel love
Pain, sorrow, heartbreak?
Or is it another attempt at fitting in?

A love of up and downs
A murder of life and death
take another step
we're reaching the edge
Do we hope for the best?
or go back home?

At this point it doesn't matter
This lie you've fallen into,
Is consuming you, from the inside out
There's only one way out.

You know this to be true,
Yet, you keep denying your fate
Delaying your hopeless future.
Is this how you want to be remembered?

You take the last step,
your screams pierce my ears.
I see your tears, but i just stand there
This was your fate, you could no longer run.
This the end to a brutal romance
The beginning, of a new life

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A little song i wrote, because i'm so damn bored. My life story. :P

:o lewt